So guys it 6:47 and im still not asleep.
Send me questions, messages, describe your crush, I don’t care what just interact with me.
Pick a number.
- 1. Sexuality
- 2. Insecurities
- 3. Best memory
- 4. Worst memory
- 5. Last person you kissed
- 6. Why?
- 7. Last thing you fantasized about
- 8. Greatest fears.
- 9. How did you change over the last 3 years?
- 10. What do you want more than anything?
- 11. Bad habit
- 12. Crush
- 13. Virgin?
- 14. Biggest regrets
- 15. Wildest thing you've ever done
- 16. Hottest teacher at your school
- 17. Where do you see yourself in 5+ years
- 18. Favourite band
- 19. Worst thing you've ever said to your mother
- 20. Weirdest dream
So its 6:20am and im still not asleep
I got told to starting think of happy moments so I can sleep.
That’s the problem I don’t have any that matter anymore because I’m just crushed, broken and weak.
Everything just leads back to suicide. It is literarily just like step by step to suicide.
So I got really triggered tonight.
I was with my mate and he was driving so I picked up his phone to change song and the album cover was of someone hanging them self.
I just wanted to break down but I knew if I broke down then about that everything that’s happened lately with just overwhelm me at the same time.
On the upside. My ex best friend that I fucked everything up with messaged me on Facebook for the first time in six months. I was scared to reply but I decided to anyway. So now I have 2 good friends from my past that I should of kept in my life starting to come back in my life. I am so excited.
I’m so fucking broken.
I am so so sorry.
I can’t fucking do this.
I just can’t.
Just watched some porn where they literally spend 15 min playing wii at the beginning. I didn’t even skip it. I needed to see who won the tennis battle.